Before learning more about yoga and meditation, I used to believe that all action begins in our minds. If I wanted to start or stop doing something, it was a matter of decision, not movement. But I have learned, slowly, that the three levels (body, breath and mind) directly influence our everyday actions.
The problem with relying solely on the mind is that it tends to wander off into the past or the future, turning us into day-dreamers and worry-ers. The ability to stay present in each moment is something you have to train your mind to do, by using your body and your breath, not by convincing your mind that you WILL stay put for the whole meditation practice. It begins by feeling grounded to the earth through your spine, connecting your breath to your belly and using it as a focus to harness the incessant chatter of the mind.
I have been planning a morning ritual for months, and couldn’t seem to get started because it consisted of merely thinking what I was going to do the next morning when I woke up, but I never gave myself a chance to dive into the action. Last night, at my first Zen meditation practice group, our teacher gave a powerful message in the form of an anecdote with a client. This woman had recently divorced and after a few sessions realized she was still overly obsessed with her ex-husband. This constant reminiscing and fantasising about what had been, what was, and what could still happen was preventing her from living a full and enriching life without him. She asked her therapist how to stop obsessing about him, to which he answered ‘you pick a moment and stop’. It’s that easy. Pick a moment and do it. It sounds easy, but it involves training the mind to let go of thoughts and to accept the moment as it is, adding nothing.
So this morning, I woke up tired and groggy, having slept too little and feeling anxious about finding a job. I knew I had to give myself a chance to actually do what I said I would every morning, but all I wanted was a hot cup of coffee and the Sydney Morning Herald in bed. But I resisted. Not with my mind, but with my body. I let go of the thought of coffee and curling up in bed with the paper, and focused on my movements and and even breath. First, bathroom to splash cold water on my face and brush my teeth. Next, kitchen for a drink of cold water from the fridge. Then, three very painful but invigorating sun-salutations and finally 20 minutes of sitting quietly.
Picking a moment and doing something is powerful. It reminds us that we are not powerless, and don’t have to succumb to internal or external influences that may be damaging our Wise Intention. Whether you want to quit smoking, stop yourself from reaching for that cupcake, or walk away from a harmful relationship, just pick a moment and do it. Use your body to initiate action and the mind will follow, accordingly.